hmm.. so long nv post le.. haha... good n bad things happened but i dun think i shall elaborate on them.. too lazy le.. jux to say MAMBO LAST WEEK WAS GREAt....!!!! haha..!! went for my medical app today... doctor say back n shoulder is ok~ but knee have to go 4 op.. haiz.. oh wellz.. i most pro will go for it cos i wanna sign on navy.. keke... so must be fit.. lolz oh wellz.. hopefully everything goes wellz~ ^^ - Marv Ald

God Bless~

Haha... i am feeling so sleepies... went Dbl o instead yesterday.. haha... stone stone stone... somemore work ot today.. sianz.. must go claim off hrs.. haha.. n yes i did kana scolding for misplacing the form yesterday.. haha.. oh wellz.. think will sleep early today.. ok.. earlier today.. =P - Aldrich

How to forget someone to quickest way?? Maybe for me.. i end up hating n ignoring the person... i know not of other ways to do so.. been doing for so long.. so guess this is the only way for me... hmmm.. but i am feeling so much better now.. esp the lung infection is so much better now... but..... i started smoking once i go in camp.. heh... stressful sia.. cos moving camp.. bah.. - Marv

God Bless~

getting better i thinkz.. haha.. at least tat's how i feel.. nv smoke for abt 4 - 5 days lez.. urge... haha.. sleep really alot.. feel much much better.. tmr report camp le.. haha.. die.. i realise i misplaced my form.. how ar? confirm kana scolding de.. haha... *still can luff.. o.O?* oh wellz.. tmr we shall see how it goes.. heh... - Marv Aldrich

God Bless~

Hilo... hmmm.. didn't blog cos very sick.. haha.. doctor found out i got lung infection... haha.. oh well.. ask me to cut down on smoking n of cos he prefered if i quit... oh wellz.. now have so many packets of medications.. sianz sia... well at least i mention to sleep alot for the past 3 days... all the med make me sleepy.. heh... which is so goodz.. lolz sleep peacefully~ =) - Marv Aldrich

God Bless~

So many times... tat i totally lost count.. qns asking myself.. r all families like mine? maybe worse? maybe better... but wat's a family tat's torn apart... quarrelling n shouting.. tired of all this... i really wonder how long more b4 i have a mental break down.. too many things happening recently tat instead of helping.. weighs on me more... haiz... - Marv

Supposing being the brighter side of me is slowly fading away.. how long can this hold? didn't sleep at all the whole of yesterday n today... *partly bcos go mambo lah.. haha... serves me right.. lolz* feel the tiredness creeping on me.. fever is back... cough... blocked nose.. body aching.. signs telling me i desperately need a good nites' sleep... all the 2 - 3 hrs sleep for the past 2 weeks is crumpling this body.. no pt having a bright emotion when the physic is dead... maybe i will take all the drowzy med to knock me out tonight.. for a good sleep i think it should be worth it.. - Aldrich

God Bless~

Bored.. tired.. but still can't sleep... seems this body of mine is telling it's faulty... backaches,wrist aches n knee aches.. - Marv

Camp life sucks..!!! fucking boring sia.. eat n smoke.. haha.. luckily got exercise so not fat.. my campmates all cocksters.. haha. funny pple.. so at least can tok to them.. today run 3.2 km then go play bball somemore.. so now the knee is swollen again.. haha.. painful lor.. but bobian wan to play bball so cannot dun run.. haha.. tmr have to bandage it up le.. haha.. so at night can go play mamboz.. haha~

God bless~

Standing in the rain.. concealing the tears.. wat can i do?? nursing this broken heart.. still missing you... - Marv

Slacking in camp today.. nothing much.. made a few more frenz.. so it's quite cool... the weather sucks.. raining so much.. if i at home then shiok.. can sleepz.. but too bad lor.. fever subsuding but due to standing in the rain... maybe will catch a cold.. haha.. stoopid sia.. oh well.. can't wait for wed for mambo...!!! yeah..!!! - Ald

God bless~

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For those who r wondering wat the names means: -

Marvin - Fren of the Sea
Aldrich - Wise Counselor

Lost in a battle in my head.. opposing each others' thoughts n views...
Marv is weak now due to the recent happenings.. trying to pick himself up again..
Still he misses.. but nvm tat... will be stronger when he picks himself up again...
Thinking of taking class 2 licences.. so can ride bike to camp.. heh.. or maybe get a car...
but quite costly.. dun know my bank can tahan the mthly deduction a not... hmm..
we will see... God Bless~

Tired... sick.. have a fever.. but i won't see a doc.. heh... coughing for more then a mth lez.. lolz dun see a need to visit a doc either.. dun ask me y.. i dun need to ans tat qns... God Bless~

Bah.. i am rotting away.. broken n shattered.. sleepless.. getting used to this life.. oh well.. nothing can be done or changed.. i think Marv is dying slowly but surely... deserved it.. fucking loser.. haha... i need a new me.. a complete new me.. being true sucks.. no point... get hurt only... Things tat r done seems meanless... for wat fuck is all those shit for?? i dun regret it... but find it dumb... bah.. God Bless~

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my last book out today from tekong... didn't sleep well at all for the past 7 days.. less then 12 hrs.. feel so tired.. but jux can't sleep... lost for words.. thinking thinking n thinking.. arrgghh... dun like it.. anyway i got my wish to have a 8 - 5 job.. but who is it for now.... haiz... dun know wat to do now.. jux sit at the window n smoke smoke smoke... God Bless~