Sunday, February 29, 2004
oh well going back to tekong later today... sighz... bringing back heartaches n pain... feel like taking mc sia.. not feeling very well actually... haiz... better decide qick.. must be at the bus station by 8...
Saturday, February 28, 2004
maybe i should talk abt my tekong days ya.. if not this blog always so sad... well.. i was OOC in 5 days... for those wondering OOC means Out of Course... due to my knee injury i was put OOC..
so life is quite slack inside.. but i still cont to do my push up sit ups n PULL UPS..!!! talk cock wif my instructors n the clerk... help them do admin work n abit of storeman... so it's quite fun lor... haiz... still i am lost... lost in a darkness.... i pray god will lead n guide me out of this..... God Bless~
so life is quite slack inside.. but i still cont to do my push up sit ups n PULL UPS..!!! talk cock wif my instructors n the clerk... help them do admin work n abit of storeman... so it's quite fun lor... haiz... still i am lost... lost in a darkness.... i pray god will lead n guide me out of this..... God Bless~
couldn't sleep the whole night.. went out to meet frenz to ease n forget the pain inside... but when i am alone the sadness n pain seems to return again to haunt me.. to taunt me on how stupid n foolish i have been... i jux wan to forget this now n get on wif my life... to fullfill my dreamz n hopes... n heal this broken heart.........
i dun wan to feel this pain inside anymore...
letting it go away... seems to be the best choice...
no matter how much i cry...
i will still try...
no more of watever u said.. cos i really dun wan to hear it anymore...
be it lies or truths... i really dun wan to bother...
leave me alone is the best u can do...
maybe in the future we will meet again... as frenz maybe...
take care farewell n all the best...
God Bless~
letting it go away... seems to be the best choice...
no matter how much i cry...
i will still try...
no more of watever u said.. cos i really dun wan to hear it anymore...
be it lies or truths... i really dun wan to bother...
leave me alone is the best u can do...
maybe in the future we will meet again... as frenz maybe...
take care farewell n all the best...
God Bless~
Thursday, February 19, 2004
This will be my last blog till 3 weeks later.. i would like to say.. nothing much actually.. haha.. jux hope everyone will be well... n er.. hmmm.. i will come out darker n stronger.. keke.. =P take care girl.. be well.. =) God Bless~
my life has come to the pt where i am left wif no choice but to go thru it... ns later today at 2.30.. oh well.. i am still confused... does she love me?? i dun know wat she wants really.. anyway.. i can't worry abt this much... i hope she will be happy tat's all i hope for... be happy girl.. u got so many guys loving u so u won't miss me much anyway... got this new guy which u named him as meowies right?? take care.. n dun get urself drunk... =) ya tat's abt it... happy yet sad to say my tears finally couldn't hold anymore.. guess i will feel much better after this.... God Bless..
Tuesday, February 17, 2004
lala.. blogging againz... let's see.. sat went for kel's birthday celbration at a ktv... was coolz ya... heh... then stayed over at chia's place... then played bball.. hmmm.. realise after so long nv play... very sad sia.. shots n dribbling skills.. cannot make it... haha.. then monday... went to settle the transfer of ownership of my fone n internet... troublesome sia... sheesh.. then met chia for dinner.. n i went off to carni again.. haha.. drank quite a bit.. then my fren ask y i so long no go o.. lolz told her i going in ns le.. haha.. 2 more days.. haiz.. oh well.. at least i have nothing left to worry abt... n later today.. my scheule is packed.. haha.. meeting like er 4 frenz.. each at a diff time.. lolz.. oh well.. heez.. God Bless~~ *bleah*
Saturday, February 14, 2004
weee.. i think i am high.. vety high...lalazz... met wis n drank quite alot.. haha... hmmm... maybe i can have a good night sleep after 2 freaking slpless nights.. bah... headache.... heez... God bless~ *oops.. sorry for the terrible spellingz.. heez.. edit it again.. haha..*
Friday, February 13, 2004
HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO LIVE WITHOUT YOU
I could hardly believe it
When I heard the news today
I had to come and get it straight from you
They said you were leavin'
Someone's swept your heart away
From the look upon your face, I see it's true
So tell me all about it, tell me 'bout the
plans you're makin'
Then tell me one thing more before I go
CHORUS:
Tell me how am I suppose to live without you
Now that I've been lovin' you so long
How am I suppose to live without you
How am I suppose to carry on
When all that I've been livin' for is gone
I didn't come here for cryin'
Didn't come here to break down
It's just a dream of mine is coming to an end
And how can I blame you
When I build my world around
The hope that one day we'd be so much
more than friends
And I don't wanna know the price I'm
gonna pay for dreaming
When even now it's more than I can take
CHORUS:
(bridge)
And I don't wanna face the price I'm
gonna pay for dreaming
Now that your dream has come true
I could hardly believe it
When I heard the news today
I had to come and get it straight from you
They said you were leavin'
Someone's swept your heart away
From the look upon your face, I see it's true
So tell me all about it, tell me 'bout the
plans you're makin'
Then tell me one thing more before I go
CHORUS:
Tell me how am I suppose to live without you
Now that I've been lovin' you so long
How am I suppose to live without you
How am I suppose to carry on
When all that I've been livin' for is gone
I didn't come here for cryin'
Didn't come here to break down
It's just a dream of mine is coming to an end
And how can I blame you
When I build my world around
The hope that one day we'd be so much
more than friends
And I don't wanna know the price I'm
gonna pay for dreaming
When even now it's more than I can take
CHORUS:
(bridge)
And I don't wanna face the price I'm
gonna pay for dreaming
Now that your dream has come true
Thursday, February 12, 2004
hmm.. went to sentosa today.. great i tell u.. quite sometime since i went to the beach during the day.. heh.. should be got a tanned i think... haha.. but didn't get sunburn... haha.. then saw my fave dog..!! golden retriever.. so nice~~~ =P i think i will get one after my ns.. haha.. hmm.. going to watch some vcds i bought... ciaoz~ God Bless~
mambo mambo mambo... can't believe it is my 2nd last time b4 i go in ns.. haha.. but i was fun.. drank quite a bit... =P but didn't get the high i wanted.. anyway.. i think i going to turn in early.. cos going sentosa later.. haha.. aim to get a sunburn i think... =P oh wellz.. God Bless~
Wednesday, February 11, 2004
i dun know if any of u read the funny scribble below.. it's in chinese n it explains my horoscope actually... one part which i so true is tat i am too fast.. so makes the other uncomfortable...
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Thursday, February 05, 2004
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Wednesday, February 04, 2004
so tired today..... too lazy to go work.. sleep n rest for mambo tonight... hee... think i will sleep again.. *aches*
Tuesday, February 03, 2004
Hard work... but it was quite funz... tmr working again.. hopefully it won't be so tiring.. 16 days to go.........
Sunday, February 01, 2004
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