my life has come to the pt where i am left wif no choice but to go thru it... ns later today at 2.30.. oh well.. i am still confused... does she love me?? i dun know wat she wants really.. anyway.. i can't worry abt this much... i hope she will be happy tat's all i hope for... be happy girl.. u got so many guys loving u so u won't miss me much anyway... got this new guy which u named him as meowies right?? take care.. n dun get urself drunk... =) ya tat's abt it... happy yet sad to say my tears finally couldn't hold anymore.. guess i will feel much better after this.... God Bless..