Misplaced Trust

Misplaced is the trust..
Forgiven i will not..
What is left starts to rust..
The passion is now gone..

Why Should one believe..
When lies are being spoken..
In order for me to live..
In an empty house so broken..

Should depend only on myself..
Rather than empty words they say..
I need no ones help..
As the gap widens away..

Given Up

One should depend one oneself instead of others..
Especially the ones you depend one are those who contradicts, fakers and liars..
Screw them and i give up on wanting to talk to them or have anything to do with them..
The only tolerance left in me is knowing have their blood following inside of me..

Zombified

Ever so slow..
As one loses his soul..
Emotions left behind..
At the time when you said goodbye..

Eyes which have lost it's shine..
To a body which has lost life..
Nothing left crowding the mind..
With no rhythm or rhyme..

The heart is bleeding..
But it has no feelings..
Numbness creeps to the hands and fingers..
As the pain no longer lingers..

There is no need for air..
Food is just left there..
I am a zombie rotting and dead..
As this is my end my fate..

Untitled

A distance glaze into the sunlight..
Awaiting for coldness of the night..
Crying silently in the dark..
Tears that flow from the heart..

Time stop in this empty space..
Dreams and hopes locked in a case..
Eyes look desperately for a sign..
Only sadness was all it finds..

Stop these rivers of tears..
Halt these thoughts of fears..
Taking steps into loneliness..
Hands grasping only emptiness..

Calling

Emotions flows within..
Just like a hurricane..
Trying to contain oneself..
As the sanity strings releases..
Waiting for your lease..
To free me from the depths..
Listen clearly right now..
As death is knocking on the door..
Regrets and sadness has no meaning anymore..
A simple opening..
To find one's calling..

Lullaby

Sing you a song..
A lullaby..
To help you to sleep..
Through the night..
May time flows swiftly..
As you sleep..
Dreams prayed for you..
Gentle and sweet..
Mistakes i have done..
Cruel and sad..
To the one i love..
Disappointments and upset..
Contented at this moment..
with what i have..
To salvage and save..
what little is left